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Introduction

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Hello everyone, hope this blog can help you to share the same thoughts and feelings. Sorry if there is broken written English cause my native language is not English and I am staying right now as a foreigner in Europe, where English is not their main language here. When the blog is posted, it means it is already day one. I miss her. I hope she always lives happily ever after. Even if we don’t meet again, my prayers remain with her. Let’s say my initial name is W and her initial is BG.

The blog will share a lot of my feelings about her and I thought it should be a happy ending. But then, expectations are not always the same as reality. But then, we should learn something from each story. I always believe someone comes for some reason. And also don’t forget! If you are ready to love someone, you also have to be ready to lose her.

I am also open to donations. Whenever you want to share some donation, you can contact me through my email diaryofmissingyou@gmail.com.

Coincidence or Destiny?

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Have you ever wondered? This week I have an important exhibition, which I have wanted to attend for a long time. Therefore, I book a place to stay without checking the address. And you know what, I stay the nights precisely across the street from where she used to live. When you try to let someone go, the memory flashes back. How can it be?
Another time, when I had to walk through the street to pick up something, I accidentally had to pass her workplace because the route I had to take was under repair. Luckily, it is still earlier than the opening hours. I never thought to pass the street.
At night, after dinner, when I wanted to take the bus to the station, I met her after work. How could it be? I cannot communicate with her anymore cause she blocked me everywhere. Why should this happen to me?

Week 1

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How are you there? I really miss your voice, your smile, and your absence. Why can’t we just be friends if it doesn’t work out as it is supposed to be? What about our plan? As the day passed and the weeks passed, I still couldn’t accept the reality. Why don’t we try to discuss what is the best way? Suddenly, you go away from my life. I couldn’t sleep well every night and kept staring at the sky. Should we meet actually from the beginning? I am still hoping this is not the end. I’m sorry i can’t be the perfect guy you wanted to, but i will keep try my best. I promised to put you on prioritize and be with you at any circumstances. I don’t know yet what should I do next.

This is what I felt on the first week when you left me. I couldn’t accept the reality and was so unmotivated to do anything. My emotions have run dry. I still believe there is another way for us to resolve this.

Forever Stopped Time: Love’s Unveiled Smile

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In a room full of people time stopped forever.

Our gaze met, that was the thrill.

As the conversation was in full swing your smile gave me hope.

A source of inspiration, a lover’s dreams coming true.


They unfolded the unheard, and divulged the unseen, deep in their hearts.

Wrapped in warmth, my heart leaped for joy.

By the curve of every lip you give out a melody sung.

In an instant, I became a devoted admirer.


When the painting is taken out of its package, it is like an artwork that was unveiled, a one-of-a-kind masterpiece.

Your smile sparked up a flame, and my love to risk grew.

The joy in the brilliance was mine to find.

It’s love at first sight, the bright light of your wonderful smile.


Step by step, our souls grew closer and closer until it all became one.

The language of smiles is the one that our love has been defined.

And if in your smile I found my home,

A love story itself written, but has not come to its peak.


Therefore, let’s savor this wonderful moment, letting our eyes enjoy the beauty.

In your smile, love has found wings to fly.

So as we pave the trail of our lives, hand in hand.

Your grin will lead us, as grain of sand.

How did I meet her?

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Is it wrong when we fall in love at first sight? I don’t think so. Fall in love could be anywhere, anytime, and for anyone. It just matters if it’s the right person? or is it the right time? But does it exist for the right person at the wrong time or the wrong person at the right time? No one encouraged us to fall in love with someone. That day i was feel so lucky to meet her.

We met in 2019 before the pandemic came. That year I was at the lowest point of my life. Everything seems so dark to me. I had friends but usually friends have to help each other back. But reality hits differently. They stabbed me back. My study didn’t go well but I could still pursue it. I lost my point of view to fall in love because someone broke my heart that year too.

Yes, she was a stranger to me. We never met anywhere before. She’s just a friend of mine. I didn’t dare to approach her or even look at her eyes. I was a cold guy whenever I met strangers. But my heart beats so fast at that time. I am really confused and wonder if she is the right person.

We picked her up at the central station and ate lunch at a small restaurant. After that, we studied for our exams in a computer room and realized she was smart. Actually, she wanted to visit a friend of mine, but there are some reasons why she could not pick her up at the central station.

She was in my city for 3 day and we did many things together.